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Stitch · 1 month ago

This Is What PTSD Looks Like When You Don’t Romanticize It

I didn’t wake up one day wanting the world to burn. I got here by being hurt, dismissed, rewritten, and antagonised until my nervous system snapped.

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Dec 17, 2025 · 12:02 AM

Stitch · 1 month ago

Here’s to Less Pain and Fewer Lies Next Year

Yesterday I was a problem. Today I’m a patient. The pills didn’t change, the paperwork did.

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Knights Cider 8.4% · 1 Can

Dec 16, 2025 · 04:58 PM

Stitch · 1 month ago

Talking About It Doesn’t Undo It

I’m not sure therapy is helping anymore. Talking doesn’t undo what happened, and understanding doesn’t equal peace. At some point, processing just feels like reopening wounds that never closed.

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Tramadol · 100mg

Dec 16, 2025 · 04:19 AM

Stitch · 1 month ago

Family Isn’t a Free Pass to Do Damage

Blood doesn’t excuse behaviour. Time doesn’t erase harm. And holidays don’t magically fix years of blame.

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Super Silver Haze · 0.5g

Dec 15, 2025 · 08:47 AM

Stitch · 1 month ago

You Don’t Silence a Paper Trail

UK courts recognise the right to speak about lived experience when it is factual and evidenced. This post explains why that matters.

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Dec 15, 2025 · 06:45 AM

Stitch · 1 month ago

If It Sits in Notes, It Can’t Be Found

I’m done hiding work in drafts where it can’t hurt anyone or help me. Unfinished and online beats perfect and buried.

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Super Silver Haze · 0.5g

Tramadol · 100mg

Dec 14, 2025 · 06:22 PM

Stitch · 1 month ago

When Sleep Adds to the Damage

The worst part isn’t the nightmare itself, it’s how long it takes my body to realize it’s over.

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Super Silver Haze · 0.5g

Dec 13, 2025 · 05:21 AM

Stitch · 1 month ago Code

Exploring Go and Gin for High-Performance Backends

Go’s performance and Gin’s lightweight structure make them an appealing option for future backend work.

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Super Silver Haze · 0.5g

Dec 12, 2025 · 10:46 PM

Stitch · 1 month ago

Powered by Tramadol, Weed, and Winter Trying to Kill Me Off Early

Woke up at 1am like I’d respawned in the wrong timeline. Two tramadol and some Super Silver Haze did their thing, but honestly the real knockout punch was the red-wine steak that took me out.

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Super Silver Haze · 0.5g

Tramadol · 100mg

Dec 12, 2025 · 05:29 AM

Stitch · 2 months ago

Beginning the Day with No Coffee and Too Many Thoughts

My morning began on the wrong foot — no caffeine, worries about prescriptions, and trying to reorganise my pain management routine.

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Tramadol · 100mg

Dec 10, 2025 · 02:44 AM

Stitch’s Blog

This Is What PTSD Looks Like When You Don’t Romanticize It

Here’s to Less Pain and Fewer Lies Next Year

Talking About It Doesn’t Undo It

Family Isn’t a Free Pass to Do Damage

You Don’t Silence a Paper Trail

If It Sits in Notes, It Can’t Be Found

When Sleep Adds to the Damage

Exploring Go and Gin for High-Performance Backends

Powered by Tramadol, Weed, and Winter Trying to Kill Me Off Early

Beginning the Day with No Coffee and Too Many Thoughts