So today I finally had my appointment with the doctor about getting pain relief, she actually went ahead and granted me a prescription for tramadol for 200mg a day which was nice to finally have. She said that I hadn’t had a OD since really starting the street tramadol so she was willing to give it a shot which was nice to hear, before I was practically drinking morphine and gobbling codeine to get any type of relief so the fact that I’m mostly stable on tramadol is good. I don’t see any reason that I’d end up fucking it up either as I don’t really have to take loads of drugs to get out of pain and in all honesty have limited my tramadol use when I could be taking 400mg a day. She said if everything’s good in a months time it can go to monthly pickup.
Went ahead and posted the extracts of my care records here from before I was taken into care, I thought it was important to have relevant information ready to read so it doesn’t just look like I’m complaining about anyone and everyone. Kind of upset me going back through them but I’m glad I had AI to pick it out for me, will probably add more bits over time but again, it’s not a bad start. Here’s to hoping next year brings some more peace 💚