I’ve decided after spending the last few days in agony with non stop PTSD issues, to the point of spending the majority of my therapy session curled up in pain today, that I’m gonna spend the next week or so writing up the incidents that happened both initially when I got stopped and searched and my medical cannabis taken away, but then more importantly when my parents threatened to petrol bomb me and I went round there to their address. Where I was met with a number of police officers who assaulted me, let me with long lasting injuries both mental and physical and covered up for their actions. I’m not longer worried about blowback, their names and address are already in the SAR request which I received which is mine to do what I please with, anything of theirs should have been edited out before being given to me and I can assume that anything left in the SAR is mine to do what I please with, including make public.
Any legal problems that arise from telling people the truth of what happened and their address/details will just bring more attention to the things that have happened which people are currently trying to sweep under the rug which doesn’t bother me in the slightest. I will detail what happened, alongside their contact details and the SAR from my childhood experiences. Anyone that rightly thinks they aren’t good parents and the way they’ve treated their son isn’t right, can feel free to contact them.
I look forward to getting off my chest everything that’s happened and over the next week and will pin it on the front of my blog. I’m tired of people thinking it’s okay for them to be abusive and get away with it, not anymore, not whilst I still have some fight left in me they won’t. I’m considering about dropping the dox for the doctor who assaulted me at the BRI sometimes afterwards, to go along with the incident I writ about here. I’m tired of government services covering up for one and other, the police officer that handled the case didn’t even pursue it beyond getting the CCTV footage and didn’t even bother with the body cam footage, so it’s about time people start getting what they deserve and that starts with their details being blasted online.
Hopefully the tramadol I took 30 minutes ago will kick in shortly. Where I slept for 5-6hrs and woke up nearly half hour before therapy, I didn’t end up remembering to take any before I left hence the reason why I think I ended up curled up on the bed in the therapy room. Rolling one of my last blunts still I get paid Wednesday so trying to make do with what I go for now. I got a text back from my doctor saying she booked an appointment for the 16th, I didn’t sound very positive from the message whether she’d prescribe me or not, but just to not fuck my chances I’m not gonna have a benzo till then. If I end up getting prescribed, happy days, if I don’t well then I’m gonna have a heavy xanax day after my appointment and start having some escape again.