So after spending quite a lot of time not posting, I decided to semi-regularly (when I can) to bring my sites SEO presence back up as well as do a codebase clean to improve SEO for recovery, pretty sure it was a issue with my IP detection blocking access to sitemaps for Google IP’s that don’t show they are coming from Google, so whitelisted the sitemap file. Turns out my family are spewing hatred again due to me asking for help since my health has been bad recently, as they said they’d be out “every day” when I got ill but haven’t seen them once. Apparently reported to the police again for reposting my care records, which is fine with me. I’ve already been told by social workers I’m allowed to post them and don’t have to cooperate with the police as they are my care records to do what I wish with, scare tactics aside no one can prevent me from publishing them. Why are people so scared of them being live?
Because they contain the truth about the past, that’s why.
I haven’t been able to eat in like 3 weeks, well, ate like twice but was a handful of chips each time. Appetite has just been depleted recently with depression and pain, surprisingly not crashing too hard but then again I’ve not been able to do much of anything. Kind of just decided to do drugs in bed to not have to deal with things anymore, which has both it’s ups and downs.
At least can give me peace at a time where nothing else does.