Today I’ve started building a portfolio website to be able to start showcasing anything I make to be able to show potential future clients. I decided even though I hate JavaScripts guts, to do some frontend features in Three.js. I came across a landing page for a business, where the business paid $90k just for the landing page. No application, no API, just for the front landing page which users visit which is insane. The reason being the animations on the page are fucking insane. This isn’t something whipped together in adobe after effects, but rather something put together using various layers of Javascript. The site is https://huly.io
I don’t know why, but I’ve always hated javascript. I can deal with PHP, Python, Shell and more recently bits of Go. But javascripts snytax is just fucking disgusting in my honest opinion. My neighbour has consistently encouraged me to use it, since most stacks always have it. However up until now I’ve never even used it in my stack. My stack being PHP with Laravel & Filament, CSS with Tailwind, Blade for HTML, and Livewire for interactive elements. Then Python with Django or FastAPI for the backend. I’m looking to create a free API that will be useful (no point making something no one’s gonna use) and would be something I could put on my portfolio.
I’ve become a lot more emotionally stable now the holidays have come and gone and realising the fact that there isn’t going to be police intervention for hosting this site for simply telling the truth. I was always ready to take the consequences of what would come of hosting this site, and have backup domains and mirrors should this site go down to, but knowing that nothing has happened and is likely to happen is a nice sense of relief. Even with the new online safety bill, it doesn’t overrule or suddenly overthrow simple human rights which this site was founded on. It’s a good example of how when abusive people push someone into a corner, depending on the person of course, it doesn’t go to fucking well for them. I will continue documenting my experiences with healthcare and systemic failures. It seems including their GMC number really gets their knickers in a twist, so I’ll make sure to do that for doctors that were nasty and discriminative to me at both the BRI and Southmead hospital. I literally had a doctor when I was bleeding at my rear end last year blame it on my cannabis prescription, like really? I’ve had people screaming at me from the mental health team that all my issues are due to cannabis to, so I look forward to uploading those recordings from BrisDoc. I’ll make sure to give them both the publicity their entitled to for that. It hasn’t helped that my medical cannabis prescription wasn’t properly filed over the holidays and products that were on my script I found in retrospect were coming in and out of stock and not held back for me. And the rosin carts help a massive amount with both emotional and physical pain regulation which I was pretty pissed about and am now looking to move both clinics and pharmacy because of it. I’d honestly move back to the blackmarket with everything that’s happened, but the quality, reliability and price have all kept me tied to medical, I just need to find a better pharmacy more than anything because the clinic does seem to be not to bad and flexible.
The site gets a huge amount of traffic to, so it’s not as if I’m shouting into a void and the only people that are viewing it are the people who are furious that I’ve outed them for their wrongdoings. I think it some of it is to do with the OG domain name, I’ve snapped up quite a few other ones such as stitch.com.ru which I’m just using for email use at the moment, but is ready to be turned into a mirror within minutes should this domain go down. Something I should probably automate via Cloudflare’s DNS API actually. I was hesitant to even have this site go up, sine it contains a lot of personal info and details, but I realised that was peoples weapon that they used against me as no one probably imagine I was ready to lay all my cards on the table and have everything go public. I’ve not hidden or altered anything to be falsely in my interest, where I’ve published stuff I’ve published it in full, unedited or modified. Since no one in the relevant departments wants to help with the incidents that have happened, fuck it, making it public is the next best thing.
I’m getting a lot of new options on home swapper to move to London which I’m quite excited about, I’m probably going to have another night trip there when I get paid in a weeks time. Soho was a really nice spot that I think I got lucky with as the movie I was going to watch was located there, and it felt like a really nice safe little neighbourhood in London and I’m trying to ideally get as close to there as possible. The underground was pretty overwhelming, but when I asked someone for directions not only did they tell me what stop to get off at, they said they were getting off their to and offered to walk me part of the way to the hotel as that was the general direction they were going to. Something I can’t say I’d ever have in Bristol with the types of people we have living here. Just living here exhausts me with the amount of PTSD I have and I’m very much looking forward to getting out of this hellhole, every institutions including police and healthcare is fucked and corrupt in this city and they all back each other to get each other out of the shit. I realised when you can’t beat the system, the best thing to do is expose it and get out of it.