After a crappy night sleep, I woke to the most fucked feeling in my trigger points. I’ve had it somewhat the past week, but nothing like today. Where I was putting pressure and then releasing on the trigger knots, I can feel internally this try dry muscular feeling of an adhesion breaking away, along with muscles feeling like they are untwisting and popping in my neck, it’s erry as fuck. Last night when I was led on my front watching TV with the dog, I could feel my back muscles almost breaking away from being dry to, something that’s only started happening since I’ve been using the Rosin heavier. Without talking to extensively about it, my therapist was able to hear the loudness of my body cracking, at which my therapist was able to easily identify this wasn’t just a simple neuropathic problem or even psychological, there was/is something biologically going on with my body that no doctors been able to properly identify yet and the audible cracking gives credit to that.
Even though I’ve been focusing on other things, I still think a lot about NHS and family stuff. I’ve figured though if I spend some time on it, but not all my time and don’t let it consume me, that’s good enough for me. It still makes me laugh that the police told my parents don’t worry, if he posts anything about you he’ll automatically get six months in jail 😂 Sorry mate, not even in this draconian state of the UK can you shut people up like that, as one of your officers found out recently when trying to censor the site. If the police or NHS contact me about anything going forwards, I’m just going to offer them a dissatisfaction survey like they offered me and laugh at them. Seems okay for people to be abusive, unless of course you show them up in public for it. The police don’t want to do anything even with reports from the BRI and my parents, not only because they don’t have any legal leeway, but because they know they’ve done enough shit wrong themselves that if I was take to court, enough things would come out in the open that wouldn’t be preferable to them. Like their “informant” on Glyn Vale (aka, people that threaten to petrol bomb their own family and the police support.) I’m still looking at going forward with posting flyers through my family’s street so they can have a link to the care records to know exactly what their nebiours are like. That would truly put a smile on my face. From what I can tell, no one really outs people in public sectors the way I have by throwing a site up and indexing their name to the top of Google - whether they like it or not. I have many more people and faces to work my way through to, so far, this is just the start.
I’m in the process of learning Laravel forge, as even though my skills to develop a Laravel app are decent, I can’t say the same for my deployment skills. Forge offers a great way to one click deploy apps and migrations, as well as rollbacks and logging. I currently use EasyPanel to manage all of this, however with one maintainer I can’t say I have all that much faith in the security of the project. Forge makes security easier without having to think about it for multiple projects, which I now have all ready for deployment.