Found after waiting some hours and taking another mg I’m feeling better than ever whilst using this bubble hash and medical bud. I’d say you don’t get as high when smoking cannabis on benzos, but man does it feel good, almost like it melts all your anger away. The only thing about hash is man is it fucking smokey, ends up hotboxing the whole house as well as my fucking lungs and my athsma doesn’t forgive me for it.
I’m thinking of having a separate section to my blog, where it’s almost like Tumblr and more mood board based and keeping the blog side for more serious posts and having the Tumblr like side for more posts like I’ve made tonight. Something in a sticky note style, 4 notes per row (less on mobile) where when the note is click it loads the page or something. But yeah, just something where I can vent without it cluttering up my main blog page.
My back tonight has been fucking wrecked, I know if I wasn’t loaded on drugs I’d be in fucking agony right now, and I’m trying to prepare my morning for that when I get up with all my meds ready to take, something I should probably do every night anyway and get in the habit off. I’d like to eventually start doing more with Marley but I’m stuck between trying to rest up and PTSD a lot at the moment so there’s only so much I can do. Hopefully the benzos might make a difference to my daily ability, will have to see but I’m just dreading the tolerance dips/spikes as it’s brutal. Probably going to hit the hay soon as it’s becoming a mission just to stay awake on 300mg tramadol, 2mg of xanax and weed with hash, but hopefully tomorrow will be a less stressful day from waking up as opposed to today. Gonna have another 1g space cake and 0.5g hash and hopefully get a good nights sleep.