So after a very stressful, well, I don’t know how long now. I’ve decided to give the blog a fresh start. I’ve had to many emotionally driven posts which serve little purpose in helping me to create a space to have a good purpose in helping me move forward with shit. I have kept the NHS and Police tabs, when I feel slightly better I will start writing up the remaining articles, but what I’ve done for now I’m satisfied with. Whilst there’s no issues with indexing and documenting my mood and drug usage, but it serves little purpose to have a site solely full of negativity when I’m trying to move forward with everything that’s happened this past year with debilitating diagnosis’s, poor healthcare treatment, disgraceful police treatment who’d rather stick up for my parents who threatened to petrol bomb me (but we won’t go there.)
For now I will start using the blog to document some of the daily challenges I’m facing with coding etc. This will help me track my progress overtime when overcoming certain challenges and obstacles. I’m pretty much dropping most substances bar Tramadol and Cannabis now whilst mostly resting alchaol (even though it’s a really good pain reliever for muscle shit.) Benzos turned into a nose dive real quick and I don’t want to land back in that zone again anytime soon with my GABA-A receptors feeling fried as fuck and trying to compensate by using moderate alcohol usage since both act on the same receptors.
I’m currently migrating the site over to FastFlux which is a new kind of interesting technology I’m excited to use and learn. It will be interesting considering the pricing for edge computing is so cheap at $3 for 8GB Ram and 2CPUs. That’s amazing pricing by any hosting standards, let alone the insane FastFlux architecture that comes with it. Going to try and migrate with zero downtime as I’m appear even slight downtime can severely effect SEO ranking and site scores. Hope to get it deployed tonight but taking it steady as not feeling 100% from not sleeping much recently - need to try get at like 10hrs sleep tonight to gain some sanity.
Peace,
Stitch